In memory of Rochi
I don’t understand how God chooses who lives and who dies. Tonight my step mom got into a horrible accident and the doctors are saying she only lived because of where our dog was in the car. How does that even make sense? I also just found out that my mother’s best friend died. I want to be happy that her suffering is over but how can you feel anything other than grief when someone isn’t here anymore? I remember going over there to break the fast from Purim. I remember everything. I think that’s the part that sucks the most. The memories are surreal. Why did Rochi die tonight? Why did Tina live tonight? I will thank God every single day that I got more time with Tina. I love her and I don’t know what I would do if I lost her. My heart goes out to my mother, though, who lost her best friend tonight. Rochi - Baruch Dayan HaEmet. I’m really going to miss you.
About me
This is where you get to look through the keyhole and spy on, what I call, my life. It's rather entertaining considering my cynicism is coated with sarcasm and my positivity is coated with inadequacy. "Oh, what a tangled web we weave".
